Well, I'm new to this thing you call "Blogging", so don't expect anything awesome about my blogs.
I just want to clarify things, a Blog is like an online diary right? I'm guessing that you can express stuff here that no one really cares about...awesome.
Want to know something? (Even if u don't I'm still going to tell you anyway.)
I don't actually like writing (or typing for that matter.) my ideas. I usually just blurt out my ideas randomly, that's probably the reason why most people think I'm crazy.Though I can get a little too random at times, so I guess its okay, I understand what they feel. I mean if I saw a random stranger talking to a bunch of apples in the supermarket, I would also wonder whether or not that person is crazy, but its fine, I'm Cool with it. Over time it actually gets pretty fun watching people wonder whether you're crazy or not.Yeah I know I have a few loose screws.
Anyway, setting that aside, I actually heard that you can also "blog" about your feelings, and right now i am feeling kind of disappointed. Why you may ask (or not), its because i didn't get to see the love of my life today, silly it may seem, but I am actually very serious about this. I miss him -a LOT, but he probably doesn't even take into account what I feel for him.It's fine with me though as long as he knows how much he means to me, and how much i Love him I can live. Although,even if that is the case, there is still some part of me that wants him to feel the same way for me. Selfish, I know. But I'm fine even if my wish will never come true. As long as he can live the life he has dreamed of, I can go on with mine.
